Three weeks ago I got back in touch with my ex-girlfriend, I was with her for almost two years from 2007 to 2009. This was the first extended conversation I had had with her since we broken up last September (to this day I still couldn't tell you what I was thinking back then), it was through this first conversation where I learn about her plans to move in with me...ironically...the very weekend I decided to end things. We even talked about how it would be if we didn't break up and I asked her if she thought that we would have been married by now and she told me that we would seriously be talking about it. She even told me that she was going to tell her father about being with me (a black man), which would of been a big step for her. I was THIS CLOSE to having everything I wanted in a relationship, someone I could come home to every night, someone who would love me for who I was and would do anything for me.
But I ruined it over some bullshit. And now I'm struggling to pick up the pieces of what we once had and hoping for the best. But this is what I want, this is what I always wanted. Just to have her back in my life makes it all worthwhile. I'm going to marry this girl one day. She is the one for me.
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